tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-64133041918048548192024-03-06T11:09:35.152+08:00MINKOTUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6413304191804854819.post-73671166653411789092017-02-15T00:37:00.003+08:002017-02-15T00:37:47.831+08:0015th February 2017<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent and Most Merciful. </div>
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January has passed and I did not even get chance to even feel the vibes of the first month of the year. Time is moving really fast, or is it just me who was just too leisure and ignorant of the time? I don't know. I have completed my third semester of Master's degree and currently preparing for my final semester (insyaAllah) before graduating this year. I hope Allah will make it easy for me that I will be able to get the second chance of convocation. Even though it would not be so much of difference with the previous convocation, but hey I'm still graduating what? Hahaha. Put aside the orange robe okay. </div>
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I am preparing myself for a better future. I hope Allah will make it easy for me to go through all these. It is a burden but really an untimale dream of mine, but of couse it was not easy to get along this way. I have been praying for it to be a smooth sailing journey as I thought I could be able to treasure the time that I have. Hurdles are endless and challenges that I have faced are limitless. So far, I'm still standing strong for myself. We gonna get though this together and we are going to own this time. Allah is with us and He will guide us through the way. He is the Most Knowing after all. </div>
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My dear readers (if any), pray for me that I will be able to get through this along the way. I am still pretty happy with my life right now. Not a single thing that I wish to change (at the moment), because as much as I keep whining about what things that might not be as how I wanted it to be, I am still blessed with countless gifts from Him. He loves me and He tests me to let me know that I need Him in everything that I'm doing. Therefore, I thank him for everything that He has bestowed me with. </div>
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Till then, assalamu'alaykum. </div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6413304191804854819.post-41002485231434904122017-01-16T00:11:00.002+08:002017-01-16T00:11:52.888+08:00You Do You<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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The less you give a sh*t about life, the happier you’ll become. That’s what I’ve always heard.</div>
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The thing is, we should not put too much attention and worry about worldly matters. I wasn’t trying to sound pious here, but trust me, the less you think about dunya matters, the calmer you’ll be. Trust me, we only live a short life and there’s nothing we can do about it. I know there are some people who would strive so hard to achieve the best they can, but trust me, the more pressure you put to achieve your expectation, the crazier you’ll become. So to keep your sanity at its best, don’t overthink about things that are not permanent. Time will fly away and there’s nothing you can do about it.</div>
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Each victory that you achieved yesterday will fade away by today. So does your failures. It may hurt you at once, but remember that the pain will go away. They are the things that we can’t stop. It will fade away when the time comes.</div>
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I hope I have made myself calmer. I was about to lose my sanity for these few days. Maybe I overthink about things that are not supposed to be think (that intense).</div>
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Stop putting pressure to yourself</div>
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You cannot control everything</div>
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Some things may not be as how you want it to be</div>
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Take a deep breath and smile</div>
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You do you</div>
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Be calm and take a deeeeeeeep breath, Yasmin.</div>
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Everything is going to be just fine. Have faith in Him.</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6413304191804854819.post-31810998927571519062017-01-13T02:33:00.001+08:002017-01-13T02:33:25.458+08:002016<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Penat dah aku nak jaga hati semua orang. Penat dah nak dahulukan orang lain sampai aku sendiri terbiar. Sakit jugak kadang-kadang bila apa yang kita buat tak dihargai. Bukan nakkan sangat penghargaan orang, tapi tolong la jangan selfish sangat. </div>
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2017 is going to be my year. That is my promise. I am going to make full use of 2017 and make sure that I will be able to get everything I have to do before doing something else.</div>
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I am so tired.</div>
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I am so sorry if I sound ungrateful this time but I could help myself from feeling tired. At the end of the day, I am putting myself at the edge that I somehow forgot to even give some space for my own self. Aku terlalu...terlalu sangat mendahulukan orang lain. It's good to put other people first, but there's always a boundary of doing so. Jangan sampai diri sendiri merana sebab nak puaskan hati orang, nak senangkan orang lain. Then who's going to take care of my heart then? You? No.</div>
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Sedih, pedih. Sakit sangat. Allah je tahu macam mana aku harungi 2016. Penuh dengan onak duri dan ranjau. When I think of 2016, aku rasa there's nothing that I have done the best for myself. Semuanya so-so sahaja. Kepentingan diri sendiri aku ketepikan. Sedih. Sedih bukan sebab apa, sedih sebab kesiankan diri sendiri. Dah takde siapa nak kesiankan diri aku pun. Baik aku kesiankan diri sendiri hahaha boleh tak macam tu? It's like begging love from somebody else la. Instead of hoping someone to love me, might as well I love myself first. Kan? Daripada harapkan orang simpati dan kesiankan diri aku, baiklah aku kesiankan diri sendiri.</div>
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Nevertheless, I have so many things to be grateful last year. From getting offers for interviews to receiving offers for placement, I could not thank Allah enough for all blessings. I am fully blessed, at least I know I am loved and blessed by Allah. Cukuplah ada Allah bersama aku. Itu yang sebenarnya aku kena tanamkan dalam diri. Bukan harapkan penggantungan pada makhluk yang lain...</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6413304191804854819.post-75788832111771380262017-01-08T00:07:00.001+08:002017-01-08T00:07:50.825+08:00Starting Fresh<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I was thinking of starting a new blog with fresh content. I am so in love with leisure writing and somehow I feel like having a new space for me to write about something. Minkot is more like a private space for me. It is more like a small circle where I write about almost everything. I could just rename this blog and start fresh, but I don't know why, there's something about Minkot that keeps stopping me from doing so. I have so much love for this blog and it is hard for me to let this go.</div>
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I know this blog has almost no reader, because no one really knows that I actually keep Minkot updated every now and then. Like I said before, I have so much love for this blog and it's kinda hard to let it go. Minkot is almost like a diary for me. Those who read my blog is actually reading my diary. :D</div>
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Maybe I could start with a new domain for myself. Now I'm having a hard time to think of a title for my blog. Minkot has already been 7 years old now, if this blog is a human being, he would have gone to school by now. LOL. </div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6413304191804854819.post-31231277023544091022017-01-02T20:39:00.001+08:002017-01-02T20:50:57.433+08:00I was about to give upThe end of 2016 was the toughest time of the year. I had chicken pox and my whole body is full of blisters. That wasn't just it. I had sleep deprivation few weeks before I officially had my chicken pox. Along with my sleeping disorder, I'm constantly having back pain due to heavy house chores that I'm slowly (but surely) doing spring clean to my house in Seri Kembangan. Not long after that, I got a little bump over my neck something that swollen of joints or tendons I don't know how to describe it. I hope it make sense when I said my neck hurts. And yes, along the way I constantly sneeze with never-ending hingus. Disgusting. To sum all that, few last weeks of December 2016 were all misery, sickness and full of gloomy days. I'm not doing anything, lost every piece of my hope and energy is slowing dying.<div><br></div><div>What have I done that I had to go through all these all at once?</div><div><br></div><div>Haven't I done enough for all things to be in good hands? In what way did I do wrong or which part of it that makes things insufficient?</div><div><br></div><div>I'm all devastated. I feel completely hopeless.</div><div><br></div><div>Now that I only need to submit one assignment and it wasn't even completed. What did I do wrong?</div><div><br></div><div>Allahurabbi. Please make it easy for me. I just what it to be submitted and that's all about it. I don't want to think about it anymore. I'm too tired to even keep all it in mind. I've had enough.</div><div><br></div><div>Permudahkanlah ya Allah. </div><div><br></div><div>I'm sad and that's about it. </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0